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"People shouldn’t think too much what the consequence will be but instead they should think of the happiness that they’ll get."
"Tulang Pag-ibig"

Oh aking iniirog, galak ang laging hatid.
Kapag ika’y nandito, tuwa ay labis-labis.
Ang nadaramang lungkot, kisap-matang matapos.
Tuwing ika’y kasama, tumitigil ang oras.
Ang ngiti mong kay ganda, kasiyahan ang dulot.

Ang araw ay lumipas, mundo’y sayo umikot.
Sa araw at sa gabi, ikaw ang nasa isip.
Ang hiling ay pakinggan, sa tabi’y wag umalis.
At ‘pag ika’y kasama, ako ay nasa langit.
Pag-ibig mong kay tamis, sa isipan tumatak.

Ako ay nagagalak, sa himig mong kay lamig.
Oras di nababatid, pag tinig mo’y narinig.
Kapag ika’y narinig, tuwa’y walang katumbas.
Pangalan ko’y sambitin, sabihin ng may tamis.
Sana’y wag kalimutan, pag-iibigang tapat.

Ngayong ika’y kasama, nag-iba na ang ihip.
Matagal na nagsama, puso mo’y di nakamit.
Magandang pagsasama, naglaho ng sa’ng iglap.
Kahit ika’y nabago, Ika’y walang katumbas.
Sa iyong pagkawala, mga luha’y pumatak.

Nawalang parang bula, puso ko ay winasak.
Mga matang lumuha, ikaw ang siyang dulot.
Pangakong naalala, ang buhat ay ang lungkot.
Walang hanggang pag-ibig, nagyari ay baliktad.
Pag-ibig na nawala, sa sarili’y di tanggap

Pag-iibigang tapat, ito’y sana ibalik.
Ngunit supa’y nilimot, pangarap ay dinirog.
Pighati’y ‘di maalis, oras ay di babalik.
Pag ang mata’y lumuha, ikaw ang iniisip.
Walang iniwang bakas, pag-ibig ay nagwakas.

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(INFO) EXO’s music video for “Overdose” will be released on the 16th.

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(INFO) EXO’s Highlight Medley for “중독/上瘾” (Overdose) to be released this afternoon on the 14th. The album will have 5 tracks.

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Tantrums

his day sucks. Why it sucks? Because I said so. Nah. Well, to tell the truth, I feel all alone. Forever alone. As if that I don’t exists. Let’s that sometimes I also what to be alone, but this is too much. Just like I mention from my previous entry, its my vacation now, so I don’t expect to have those vacation extravaganzas. I just watch Korean dramas all they by myself. Or raid our refrigerator to look for food. But even though I do those stuff, I still can’t in my mind that it looks like that they don’t care. I don’t know am I going to let go this heavy feeling that’s inside me. I just need someone to talk to or something that can ease this feeling. Maybe I can use this entry for today, so at least it will lessen the heavy feels.

So, I’ll start it during my birthday last week. During that day, I didn’t receive any gifts from the people I expect to give me something. What I learn from this? Don’t expect to much because it may cause so much pain. On that day also, there’s no cake or any other food. It looks like its really just a normal day. No occasion or celebration. I always keep in mind that day that just understand but the f*ck I just can’t help myself to envy my other relatives that they celebrate their birthday happy. It’s been my sixteenth birthday which they sometimes called “sweet sixteen” but for me it’s “bitter sixteen” or “sour sixteen”. I can’t help to be angry at them but looks like they don’t mind it. I want to cry that day but I can’t.

I want to lessen or better to remove this heavy feeling but I can’t. I don’t know how. I don’t have someone to talk to. But luckily, thanks to the movies and dramas that I’m watching (which has a sad scene) it help me to bring those hard feeling thru crying. (Watching those can make some great alibis.) And what’s a great partner when watching some shows? Food! I watch will eating food, specially ice cream. Food of the depress. When I’m already done watching, Twitter is always there to listen. My super best friend. (Me, a forever alone)

All I can say is that not all of the people that you know or around you will understand you but it’s you who needs to understand them.
If you can find the happiness that you are looking in them, there is always one person that is surely looking for you and that happiness that you are looking for.